Where oh where…

I started this a while back, and a LOT has happened since. But one thing’s for sure – I’ve lost my way. I’ve forgotten what my mission was, what I set out to do. My purpose on Earth is to protect and raise two great kids, and I’m not doing that. My mission has fallen apart, and I don’t even know how to get it back together. That’s the worst part. I’ve been trying to fall asleep for two hours, and all I’ve done is cry thinking of how I’m failing them. I’m broke as a joke, am barely keeping my cool at a job that almost doesn’t cover the bills. Iris has a boy telling her he wants to touch her, Nas is barely passing. I’ve yet to exercise, my taxes might get intercepted, I wrongly trusted a so called friend with over $2000 and who knows if I’ll ever see that… And on & on. My life is a joke & my kids are along for the ride. There’s so much to fix I don’t even know where to start. I just wish I could go to sleep so maybe tomorrow I could think of something good for once…

I have no patience, yet God still loves me!

@biblepromises: Patience:The end of a matter is better than its beginning, and patience is better than pride.(Eccl 7:8) http://t.co/uuM32vuG